Never have I know

That when you miss somebody so dearly, you don't look for them, you wait for them to look for you instead.

If you are worried, look for me, do something, check and see if I am okay.

Never have I know, when you miss somebody, you get worried, you should get mad at the person you miss.

Like that, am I suppose to get mad all the time?

I was in some really hard situation and I told you specifically I will be in the hospital. I'm sure I did. And I got back and receive a bomb.

So maybe this is the new thing, when you miss somebody, you get mad at them.